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Embracing Curiosity: Breaking Free from External Judgments and Reclaiming My Questions

A boss once told me that I ask too many questions.

It’s been 8-9 years since this happened (circa age 27ish), and I feel like talking it out. Until that point in my life, I considered my inquisitive nature a positive attribute. That was the first time that anyone ever told me it was a negative.

Well, not exactly.

If I think back, I remember being told as a child by my parents that I ask a lot of questions, and I was pretty aware that this trait seemed to exacerbate them at times.Β  As a child, I never fully understood why my curiosity was so tiring, seeing that I was a child, new to this whole “life” thing, and uh … as my elders wasn’t it your job to teach me?? πŸ˜πŸ˜‘ Either way, my mother would respond to my litany of questions with huffs, puffs, and rarely an actual answer, and my dad would often say, “To make you ask questions.” This frequently left me not knowing what the hell was going on, what was expected of me, and figuring out things on my own. πŸ™ƒ

To finish off the boss story …

… he then went on to put that sentiment in my performance review, and I was penalized for my curiosity.

Y’all, I was PENALIZED for my desire to learn more??!! 🀦🏾

Here’s the thing, though, here I am at age 35.5, still having that judgment of old … you ask TOO MANY questions … ring in my ears and stop me from asking about things I do not understand for fear of being labeled a “too many question asker.”Β 

Silly huh?

This is a quick post to say PATHOOWIE to that boss and his incorrect assessment of what I now realize is aΒ skill. Ironically, later on (at a different job), I was lauded for “my curious nature” and desire to get the work done right. πŸ™„

I think I’ll be free of that chain as of right now. *lays that burden down*

Are you letting any external judgements control you, even years later?

Edited to add: It’s now 11 years later, I’m 47 years old and the mother of an 11-year-old with developmental delays. The idea that anyone could be penalized for curiosity is beyond me. I realize that those who said this to me did not understand their role as leaders included the education of those they are leading. Sad for them and for me. Now I’m free. My curiosity is a superpower that allows me to move beyond others, innovate, and problem-solve in a way I have never observed those labeling that curiosity negatively achieve. They don’t understand it, they choose stuckness, and I choose to ask more questions, understand more, and move forward. Yay for growth. 🌱

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Roshini Cope, aka Glamazini, is a life coach and video creator who gained a following for her natural hair tutorials, which evolved into authentic personal stories of healing with a consistent dash of humor. She is a black woman healing helping other black women heal, expand their self-awareness, reclaim their joy, and create the life they want. Work with Roshini 🀎✨🀎

3 Comments

  • Latoya

    Mi eva tell yu seh mi love yu yet? Girl mi love yu! I love how you put life lessons in a way that challenges and helps others. Great job!

  • Tanya

    WOW, that was good! Thank you! Keep asking questions!! I so appreciate that phrase “there are no stupid questions.” I remember my teachers telling us this as kids. It makes you unafraid to ask and learn. How else are you supposed to learn? Sounds like he perceived your inquisitiveness as a threat to his authority. Pathoowie indeed!

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